Thanks so much for the reply. I actually have a therapist who I've been seeing for almost 12 years. I see her on Saturday and plan to discuss these issues. We've touched on it a bit but it's only really been the top concern for me in the past couple of weeks.
One issue for me is clutter and I need to get that under control before I actually have room to work on something. I do have a couple things I can work on though in the meantime that don't require much room. I will try to do what I can on those projects in the next few days and maybe it will lead to more. They are actually overdue birthday presents so I should get them done! Thanks again!