Becky, life has become more meaningful. It’s like I see life with different eyes! I am becoming very aware of how and what people say to me and others. I seem to be more “mindful”. I am evolving into a different version of myself is the only way I can explain it. Even though I become annoyed being around people, at times, I am keeningly aware of them. I have become more hypersensitive to people. At some point I think I could help others at my cancer center. I am not ready right now but I think will be. I have been helped a great deal from this site! You and others have been very helpful! You all get it! It makes a world of difference when one is fully understood.