If my attempt to keep my new job proves unsuccessful then I will need to find work elsewhere. I wouldn’t be fired right away it would take time. Reports of inadequate work performance would be made. Meetings would be held etc. Same as cancer it doesn’t often kill right away it tears you down first. Yes you fight at first and yes sometimes you win but not always. Of course no one wants to be an inadequate employee. I have always done my best and will continue to do so. That “will” to fight and keep going is strong. Even when you feel weak and defeated you ask yourself, “ is this it?” “Will I let this take me down?” You go on to fight another battle and the war goes on. I saw this first hand in a friend who died from breast cancer this past June. I remember the very first day 5 years ago when she shared with me that she had cancer. She lived in another city but we kept in touch. She won many battles but the war is over for her. She fought fiercely to the end and managed to remain dignified. These are uncertain times. The future is unclear. But you must continue and live. You must fight. There must be balance in life. Not so easy to achieve but it is worth striving for everyday. Find the balance you need. Life is precious and it must be lived to It’s fullest. Thank you Susan for being a great friend. I will never forget you and I will always keep you close to my heart.