Exactly. I believe I read that you used to fly. My mother and her significant other, who is a pilot, flew a twin engine 2 seater expensive air craft to Europe for delivery. She journaled every day. They had to wear full body jump suits in case they went down over the ocean. Amazing trip. It's very sad when things can't happen for us like they used to. Guess it just means there must be more creative ways for adventure like @darlingtondoll is proving.

PS...that 100 to zero is me too. Hard to slam breaks on like that and get a handle on your new forced existence overnight. Takes time. Some more time than others and that"s ok.