I got to say, anxiety is the worse. You confront your mortality and yes, you're going to cry a little. Why me? If athletics has taught you anything, stay tough, stay in shape (it will help diffuse your anxiety), and eat right. All of these things are in YOUR control and will pay dividends after your prescribed treatment. Try not to worry and pick a good team of experts to care for your condition (don't settle because of location or convenience) This is YOUR life, fight for it!