@lisalucier Health and spirits are low but not ready to throw in the towel yet. Going to start with BCG treatment rather than seeing a surgeon who would only want to removed all of my body parts down there. Sometimes slow is better. I can handle the BCG treatment whereas a drastic move so early in the diagnosis seems waaaay to extreme. I am so far behind on connect and feel sad that I am as there are many here I sincerely care about. Just a lot on my plate and endeavoring to take things slowly and make no snap decisions. Thanks for asking. I have not mentioned the newest finding to family/friends as I don't have enough information at this point. Since the removal of the tumor discovered in the bladder I have had no more symptoms. Going to start the BCG treatments on the 17th.