hi - i am having problems too with doctor's office screwup - maybe even lying and sure know how you feel - call the Cancer Society - they may have advocacy available - i'm replying just to give a ray of hope as i just celebrated 10 years of being cancer free - i was lucky as it was found early in a routine mammogram - i urge everyone to get their mammograms as early detection can be a life-saver. Good luck to you - this too will pass.