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Importance of focusing on Positive with Depression & Anxiety.
Depression & Anxiety | Last Active: Nov 7, 2022 | Replies (623)Comment receiving replies
@stsopoci It sounds like your sister is a good support for you but family (informal support) is only a piece of getting the answers (treatment) you need.
You said that, "psychiatrists try to make" you angry and that you, "don’t want to hurt them and wouldn’t realize" you were hurting them until after.
As Ginger mentioned, do you think you are triggered by the psychiatrists? I'd also like clarification regarding "hurting" someone. Did you "hurt" the psychiatrist?
It's important that everyone is safe and this includes you too. May I ask how you can keep yourself and others safe?
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I have just left or stop going before ....I can feel my blood pressure rising and my teeth getting clenched and I go out the door fast. In past experiences with this I just stay there until I attack people. I have only done that at work. I’m retired and won’t work. I have never hit my wife or family.
I went into emergency when I had suicidal feelings and sat in front of 3 medical people and I could not say anything to them.. I got extremely angry but sat there in my chair and pounded my knees , etc.
Whenever I feel this way I can walk away from the narcissistic event and calm down. It’s my Dad looking at me and slapping my face. It’s him telling me I must be perfect but I can’t be perfect.