It’s your responsibility to seek out how to take care of yourself in anyway possible. Being depressed constantly is Hell on earth. Each of us is unique by experiences, chemically, physically, spiritually so when we are suffering from anxiety we have to seek professional help to Balance out our body. I bet 90% of us knew even when we were small that we were different than our siblings, classmates, etc. We were told to “just get over it”. That did not help! An important meaning of life on this Earth is, Be Happy! Stay on the journey towards being Happy.