I tried to quit drinking for 5 years with AA meetings and support from my family and friends and still went back to drinking and other drugs. With untreated GAD it was difficult to live in a very competitive work environment raising a family and trying to keep my head above the water. What I learned, for me, was that I had to take care of myself and quit medicating myself and get professional help. As soon as my self esteem grew stronger, I stopped all alcohol, drugs, etc and stopped for myself.
Now..... the recovery will always be celebrated everyday after that first day of drug free. It takes balanced living, lots of support and check ins to friends and doctors that know you.
Everyday you celebrate the Day and every moment and start seeing things that were always there to enjoy.
I see my grandchildren growing up and becoming young adults.
I would never had seen them if I didn’t face the “truth” that I needed help and had to start taking care of myself.