Ok I am taking in every word you all are saying. I feel that I don't want to go through this again!!! How come all the doctors encourage you to do the lumpectomy? They tell me with the lumpectomy I need to have radiation and I don't want radiation so that means mastectomy but it sounds like a long ordeal Did anyone do implants with there own body fat? Right now I am doing a trial study just trying to shrink my tumor with Anastrozole. I just am waiting to see if it is shrinking it. I will have to do chemo if it is not. Did any one do this trial?