@crstyday40 - very tough you are feeling depressed, very anxious ... just down and out. That's a hard place to be. Taking these medications, brain surgery, VNS, and still having seizures - that sounds very rough. You've been through a lot.

Hoping that @davidinvegas @jakedduck1 @dawn_giacabazi @patrassi and others will join in to add their thoughts on your seizure situation, your concern about never being seizure free and the very down feeling you're experiencing. @hopeful33250 and @jenniferhunter may also have some insights

My understanding is that you've not yet had a recent MRI after your doctor suggested it. What are you thinking about the idea of doing that?