I’m so sorry. I guess a lot of people go through these mystery diseases that cause so much agony. I had a lot of trouble with the medical community and still do. I was vaccinated when this all started so I’m not a happy camper. It’s been a long time too (10 years). A good 4 years straight I just wanted to die rather than continue the road. My Lyme test came up negative too but I’m treated with antibiotics by a Lyme literate doctor. Its helped thus far. I’m also on low dose naltrexone. It helps with modulating the immune system and inflammation. I don’t think it has any bad side effects. Maybe you could talk to your ND about it. They been giving it off label for many ailments. You can look it up yourself too. Low Dose Naltrexone.