. @merpreb I was diagnosed in early February with Stage 1 Adenocarcinoma in my lower righting. As to what it means to me right now is and interesting and complex concept. The work "cancer" in and of itself was at first frightening, but as I've been tested, probed, prodded and prepped for surgery on March 6, it has become something that I want to eradicate withe a vengeance and I am determined to fight this thing no matter what. This is my current conception of such and as I read more about lung cancer it seems that it stands a good chance of recurring. I will do what I can for myself and trust in my God to guide me. I have learned to take each day as it comes, and do all I can to keep an optimistic attitude going. Am not 100% great at this optimistic attitude, but we are all works in progress. Fortunately in these times, there is so much more available in treatments targeted for the individual. that hope can be greatly increased That little carcinoma nodule in me is something that I want out fo my lung and gone. It also is interesting that until I was at pre-op testings yesterday that I didn't think of myself as someone who has lung cancer. That was denial. I have lung cancer even though it has been caught early. That realization with what is the truth of the diagnosis ties into your thoughts about living the truth. I think you are spot-on about living a valid life that accepts the truth of life and where we are in this present time. I don't feel ill, but who knows what is down the road. Thus, I am learning more and more to enjoy each day and every moment for what life gives and deal honestly with my feelings and with others. Don't know if that helps, but that's kind of where I am at present. You are an inspiration to me with your years of dealing with this insidious disease. I will continue to keep you in my prayers and thoughts.