Jim and Jane, I think this is the place to unload. So don' t worry about long posts.Husbands and wives don't know what this feels like even if they are loving and supportive. Mine is not. Mstrasse, I understand the frustration of looking for answers and finding none. As far as the posts go, if I don't feel like the discussion is helpful or I can't add to it, I skip it. I will add that my faith is the only reason I haven't taken my own life . That's why I appreciate people like Jim, whose been so forthcoming about his battle with depression. Robin, thanks for sharing about your hair. The hair loss is so isolating for me. I'm waiting for my insurance to approve IVIG.