Don't stay on it for more than 2 or 3 weeks. Highly addictive and turns your life into a living hell. I am addicted to another type of benzodiazepine like Xanax for 8-10 years and I can't get off it. I live with 24/7 anxiety and nausea among other things even though I am on the drug that was supposed to help my anxiety. I feel for you having to feel like this and also be looking after your little one. Best to you.