@txamo
My friend I am so sorry to hear of your terrible condition of CIPD. Please accept my deep feelings of sorrow for your suffering. May I ask what has led you to explore ketamine? I remember seeing a video by a doctor describing some of the benefits of it. I thought I had a link saved but cannot find it. Can you describe whether the gabapentin helps and what side effects you have from it. Have you tried other meds for pain? It would be interesting to hear more about your history with your illness; the more you can flesh out the more likely it would be that someone here might come up with some useful tidbit that perhaps might be helpful to you. I really can't imagine what utter despair a disease like this can cause one. I hope you have some good support people in your life. Best, Hank