You can do this!! I was diagnosed with stage IV 2 1/2 years ago...NEVER thinking i would have cancer! I had a bowel resection, liver resection and several lymph removed, some clean, but most not. Got through the chemo - 5FU - although Oxalyplatin was hard on my nerve endings . My Dr stopped that after 6 treatments and I finished the 5 FU with all 12 doses. Since then I've had radiation for one spot to a lung, and just keep fighting. I also think diet and exercise and staying upbeat and positive helps. Best wishes - You are not alone!