I'm taking a day at a time ann....its tough fir my fiance doesnt understand it so alot of tension between us right now which makes it worse...so important to have understanding people to help u through it....I want to run away and be by myself so I dont have to deal with both ..but a day at a time is all i can do..ty an for ur prayers i so need them right now.. this second half has not been good at all!!!!