@merpreb By golly, if you can hold your breath that long, I certainly bow to you LOL. I will be journaling my thoughts, and doing some sewing to create lap robes for the infusion center there at the cancer institute. I believe in being of service, and channeling my anxiety and nervousness into creative things fills a need in me. My mind says "it is what it is, let's get the results and diagnosis so we can tackle it." I told my oncologist, "I want to address this, and be as great a patient to you as you are as a doctor to me." I am sad that my husband will not be with me when I get the results, because he is not really understanding everything. He will be 800+ miles away. I know that I have been given this row to hoe as the saying goes, for a reason.
Ginger