Hi merpreb. I am one month from completing everything, lumpectomy, chemo and radiation. I too feel the fear everyday. I'm on anti anxiety meds but I don't think they really help. I saw my surgeon this week and she said everything looks great and clear but I still worry. I'm not only afraid of reoccurrence but seem to be afraid of just about everything like if I'm eating to much sugar, carbs, can I have a beer with my husband and the list goes on and on and on. 🙁 I hate this new me but don't know how to fix it. Just take one day at a time I guess.