@merry. Don’t think with. Multifocal we can ever be cancer free. Had my ct scan yesterday so will see the dr tomorrow. It’s time for a change as have been stable for the last two ct scans. I really don’t know how I feel about all this. I think ok I got this and now I just need to deal with it st this moment in time and move on. Even when I heard the dreaded word cancer. I didn’t feel one way or another. I wasn’t sad I wasn’t scared I just wanted it gone. Anyone else felt this way. I don’t cry about it I just deal with it.