sorries that this broke down , in some respects you tried and its genuinely time to move on and look after yourself .i am speaking from a perspective that my siblings want nothing to do with their disabled brother except when they are stressed and or need my financial imput .
They ignored and shitted on me when our mother died and dint agree having me as the executor of my mums estate and i made sure i met mums wishes and provide mostly for her daughters which i did. my eldest sister whom has come back from India a week ago actually emailed me expecting me to donate $100,000 to help her recovery .she hadnt spoken to me in 15 years and tore strips off and said you get on with getting mums estate sorted i need the monies and she didnt care about my grief and sadness and hurt and doing my best as an autistic .she didnt care about my grief and my hurts and simply fix it . life has moved on i heard from annother sister that she my eldest sister is mystified why i never speak to her at all .so they are blind and dumband we call it being gillianised .i have moved on i am ambivalent but shewill need support whilst she recovers but not meetingme