@colleenyoung Allo, thank you to encourage me. I had my second intra-arterial chemiotherapy last wenesday, 3th of january. It was a special way to celebrate the new year! I felt very tired sunday as if the carboplatin-drug needs couple of days to destroy my cells. I don't know if the sides effects will grow at each treatment. This second time I had big nauseas for 24 hrs for the first time. Hopefully I had some drugs against that. I feel better now. Yesterday I force myself to do zumba and piyo exercises even I didn't feel healthy. I am convinced it will help me to survive longer and better. It was hard but I did it the best I could. It was snowing last night in Montreal. This morning there's a foot of white snow in my driveway. I'm going to shovel, it will be the sport of my day. Happy new year everybody! I wish you to find pleasure and peace in the small and simple everyday's gestures. Shoveling snow allows to get into a kind of meditation time. Hummmmm...