@am3 you have written quite a bit today. If you have access to a printer why don't you print out what people have said to you along with what you have been saying? I think that if you kept a journal of some sort, detailing how you feel and how the medications make you feel, this would be very useful for the doctor to see. And later, when you are feeling well, when you review this you'll see how the struggle you have every day has been eased by help that you were able to get. How does that sound to you? Please know that we are all pulling for you and we know how much strength it took for you to reach out. I'm so glad you did! Just knowing you reached proved to yourself that you are "A great kid"! Does your school computer have any info on how to reach for help from a trusted teacher at school? We care
Ginger