Hello! I just stumbled across this forum while googling, and I am glad I did. Your situation seems so similar to mine. As I was reading through your post, this part really resonated with me. "The insomnia is tough because you know it’s going to get worse when you lay down and your brain slows, so you don’t want to do it… that’s when it rears up, just as you enter sleep." This is what I was trying to explain to my husband, it's like everytime I try to relax or sleep, everything gets worse.I am not diagnosed yet, but I am in the midst of many Doctor appointments.