Hi @merpreb, Merry, just keep supporting me! That’s what you can do! There have been so many things stressing me and I don’t know how to go on. It’s been an especially bad year and a half. With financial problems and illness (I was diagnosed with heart failure-but the drs say it’s not the bad kind and I had a clot in my lungs plus I’m fighting extreme lymphedema in my legs plus my fibro is on a warpath with me). I’m sure the stress is contributing to my physical problems but there’s nothing I can do about it. Anyway, thanks so very much for your kind words!

@karenOO If like to chime in Karen have you thought of going to talk to social services or some kind of government agency?