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Pain pump, I have one, how about one for you?

Chronic Pain | Last Active: May 4 11:25am | Replies (319)

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@wsh66

The last resort or the ultimate solution? Are you going to be in pain for the rest of your life, serious pain affecting your quality of life and desire to live? Don't forget, because of my situation, I had access to unlimited supplies of opioids, within reason, 262 mgs per day, and even those doses became ineffective. Even so they were dulling my brain and senses. I was not experiencing euphoria or highs of any kind. They just stopped working well enough and left me with a syndrome of hypersensitivity that made any small pain just unbearable. The pump brings me sufficient relief to carry on and be mentally sharp. I am still disabled by pain because walking causes great pain and weariness. I have less then one working lung and the effort to breath wears me out. The pump is safe, cheap, doesn't make problems for my doctors on whom I depend. Many of you may note that this reflects big change from my previous position advocating for easy access to all dugs and that still works for a time. The added stress that obtaining those meds really complicates your life and adds to stress and depression which both increase the experience of having pain. If your pain comes and goes or if your recovering from something that will get better then oral meds are appropriate and should be available but they are not always easy to get these days. I had some are doctors who trusted me and understood that giving me control over what I took resulted in me needing and taking less. But we must never forget, humans love to get high. It starts when your about 3 years old and you realize you can alter your consciousness by spinning in circles until you get dizzy and fall down. What do we do next? We stand up and do it again. Say you have pain meds for what ever reason and you have a day or a function that you really want to be present for. You want no pain for one day or evening. So you take an extra pill or two and your brain experiences euphoria. Maybe it works so well the next time a situation .like that comes along you take 3 extra pills and you get wacked and your brain really likes it. At this point your brain becomes a free agent. It's still ,living in your head but it has it's own desires and agenda now. If you haven't lived with or around addicts you have no idea how little control many people have from this point on. I have seen junkies and other addicts do unbelievable things not just to get high but just to stave off withdrawal. I was sometimes denied pain meds when I hurt so much I wanted to die but I never hurt badly enough to go to the street to buy. The drive to be out of pain is not that strong, not nearly as strong as the brains desire to repeat the experience of euphoria. Having witnessed this behavior in junkies back in the 70's, I was able to resist ever taking enough meds to completely eliminate my pain. I knew how easy it would be to slip over that line into euphoria and how hard it is to not repeat that behavior. I guess I was lucky said the guy whose quality of life has been greatly diminished for 30 years, whose successful career as a glass artist was brought to an end and his ability to walk takin away by pain. Anything is better than addiction. If you doubt how bad it can be or that it can happen to you just stop and look at how many people have died, not from pain but from overdoses buying street pills or stolen pills they took after months of abstinence not realizing how much their tolerance had gone down.

Again, ic your in pain and are going to stay that way, maybe try the spinal stimulator. Personally I don't think they are worth a damn but they work for some people. Beyond that, the i trathecal pump is the answer.

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@stephen
You make a compelling argument, between your initial post and this last one. I do not live with chronic pain (my wife does) but if I did, based on what I have just read (the 2 posts together) I would seriously consider a pump. Summarizing (and quoting verbatim) your points that impressed me the most:

-300 times more effective than if I took the same dose orally
-I go to my doctors office every 3 months; process of refilling the pump takes no more than 5 minutes and is painless
-pump brings me sufficient relief to carry on and be mentally sharp
-safe, cheap, doesn't make problems for my doctors on whom I depend
-Anything is better than addiction

You make that last point so poignantly and effectively. I am happy for you that you are intelligent enough and disciplined enough to have figured this all out and leaned how to make your life, if not fulfilled, at least workably tolerable.

My wife has a pain regime which as of today does not include any prescription medications. And she is managing to cope. So far. If she ever got to a point where there were no way for her to manage any longer living and dealing with her pain as she is doing, I believe this would be an option she would clearly want to consider.

Best to you, Hank

I had a laminectomy about 5 or 6 years ago, every thing was going well for a while. For the past 2+ years I have ahd chronic back pain. I did physical therapy, chriopractor, injections and burning the nerves but nothing worked. In September 2021 the doctor decided to try spinal chord stimulator. The trial was amazing, 100% pain free for the first time in yeasrs. When they did the surgery the paddle had to be placed higher than they wanted because of scar tissue. After trying numerous programs trying to get it to reach area, finally was told it was not going to work. February 2021 in for another surgery to run perk wires from battery to painful area bypassing using the paddle. The doctor opened me up but could not get the wires in place again because of to much scar tissue. Now are talking about implanting pain pump. I am going to do the trial for it on March 8, 2022. I'm really considering having the implant if the trial goes well. My husband is really against the pain pump because he doesn't like the idea of pain meds for the rest of my life, but I really need some relief.