Thinking of you as well as we seem to be on the same 3 month check up schedule! mine is today and like yourself I’m great until about the week before then the old “ what if” kicks in but i’m good at distracting myself! just finished a cycling trip int the Pyrenees in france & spain. very conscious of my diet while away . sticking to plant based. use reichi mushrooms too. Blood results look good from what i see as i can check online. CA125 holding steady ... your post made me smile just knowing you are out there thinking of us =}