@Texas Freedom Dont be ashamed about crying or feeling the way you do I am here for you and others are also I hope you dont mind I prayed right away for you and put you on our warrior list as You still are a warrior of pain .I pray God will give you comfort from the pain you have Jesus knows what your going through rely on Him he is with you where 2-3are gathered he is there and you have more people who are here for you May God be with you Love @light Linda