I am 61 years old. I just got back from Mayo Psychiatry Clinic. They diagnosed me with Major Depressive Disorder, Complex PTSD, anxiety and alcohol abuse. I cannot believe this is my life right now. I have been in an emotionally abusive marriage for 38 years. It has been devastating. I am 22 days sober, but still living in the same house as my husband terrifies me. I will be entering the Transitions program at Mayo, joining a women’s Narcissistic Abuse recovery and support group and attend virtual AA meetings. I think these should be a domestic violence..and that includes emotional abuse...on this site. I wish all of you on your journeys the very best. We dont feel strong now but we will get through it!