OH, Mimi, you sound just like me. I feel nothing now, I feel like I am sitting here waiting to die. I have so much to do to move...It is so hard to just throw things out...no one wants anything with this covid stuff...No one ever says a word of encouragement. I thank :God I have my dog. I try, but I have pain too, and other issues that I am not able to talk about . My daughter hangs up if I tell her I hurt and I have no other family. I need help but can't afford to pay anymore. Life has become an endurance trial. I am in my late 70's.