@gingerw The PCP does not even give me a chance to speak. Where I am now the is an 1 LPN and the rest are CMA's who know just enough to say things that do more harm. I prefer a NP. The current PCP has one. I asked to see her and was denied. Seems I am back to being a ping pong ball in the medical field. PCP's are hard to come by so I know I cannot be pushy with the one I now have as she will just fire me. Always at the mercy of the doctors. I was hopeful at first because she is internal medicine. Seems all I do is gripe about doctors. My pain specialist is kind and willing to listen and the RN with urology was helpful. A PA gives me the results of lab work. No compassion. Just the cold, hard facts. I evidently expect too much.