@parus Good Morning! It might not feel that way but I'm glad you took control with your appointment. I had such a visual when you said you felt like a ping pong ball. Is there a way you can flip that so that you're the stationary player and they're the ones coming in and out? Kinda like you're the conductor and you ask them to speak or be quiet as if they were the musical instruments in your orchestra, playing YOUR score of your life. You could even assign an instrument to each one, like naming one the bass drum because everytime he comes in the room he booms at you. Or maybe he's a big round guy that looks like a bass drum. With your artistic ability you could actually draw them all. I'd love to see those drawings!