I’m sorry I have taken so long to reply. I’ve went into preterm labor and the doctors have stopped it so things have been a mess lately. Bed rest is the worst. Also my six year old started school he’s a first grader now I’m amazed. But anywho. My depression is no better if not worse but hormones play such a large part in that. I’m planning on going back on lexapro once my baby is born. It helped a lot and I wasn’t suicidle like I was. As for my sugars and the start of it all, I was in DKA more times than I can count I also can admit I became addicted to the weight loss it gave me. I’m a very very self conscious person and I’m told I shouldnt Be But we are told things all the time and never listen. I’m just hoping I don’t get off track once I’m no longer pregnant things have gotten simpler since this pregnancy surprisingly I have had really good management with my ob. He has me on humalog and novoln n. I will forever struggle with being type 1 because it’s still so new to me. I have no good decent doctors around me. My car is not in the best condition and money is a problem. So traveling is a dream at this point in my life. I’d love love so much to be seen by a good doctor who cares to find out about my story and help me understand things! But life is life and here I am. Thank you for the replies.