I have given up. The pain is too much and dealing with people takes energy. My two cats ask none thing of me. I actually even share them too with my sons because everything takes energy and sleeping is number one on my list.
I realize when people look at me they can’t see it but I don’t care well I think that bothers me some but refuse to complain anymore. I do what I can if I can. I guess it is what it is. Not happy but...I do read everything looking hoping for something new. 😨