I am okay it took me 5 weeks to really get over it and I am currently staring down a microscope playing id the cancer and cancer cells and giving sad news to doctors and parents sigh .hardest part of my job and also telling both specialists and families its incurable .I have ben loved and cuddled spoodles and been hassled by neurotypicals whom don't give a flying fuck about being disabled neurodiversity and autistic. They are better than we autistics and love and so sad which is draining and listening to American politics and huge groans in Australia that your current president is starting his run for re election November 2020 .its going to be so much news in Australia and we will be drowning from it .I am a little frazzled and tired and emotionally drained and life rolls on .my sisters breast cancer has returned but she is a naturopath and guru in tm so she is anti chemotherapy and her brother whom works in oncology has a completely different opinion.She is my last sister and eldest sister so brother can be ignored and put down sigh sigh