I am also struggling because there is a supposed treatment involving me and my blood and dna and bone marrow so I believe but I have never heard of it and none of the Oncologist I work with have never heard of it .therefore any plans have been thrown out because I don't know if I am brca1 or 2 .
she is angry with me because to this point I haven't had cancer although no certainty I will avoid it , she is angry because I am autistic and disabled and she cant hit me and abuse me .I also have survivors guilt I am the only immediate sibling not to have cancer , although being Autistic, asthmatic ,hepatitis C an Lymphedema and also blood clotting issues is no walk in the park .I came very close to dying in 2017 from blood clots in the lungs and my attempted suicide last September 2018 and major hemorrhage from left leg veins . I will need lots of hugs and no complex questions my brain has shut down ,executive functioning has broken down .I will listen and hugs peoples but will give my thought from all the dumb things I have done and my experience but I am thru adulating peoples