CRHP Yesterday I saw my doctors nurse. They wanted to go over everything about my three weeks in the hospital. They also discovered (possibly) that I may be inclinded to pass out at times. My most recent falls are absolutely unknown to me. I pass out and come to and then the doctors start their continuous "could be this" or Could be that". I am presently being seen at the University. I chose this for my care as I thought it would be easier to have all my doctors in one place. Or so I thought. I take a blood thinner, so the last fall had my kitchen looking like a murder scene They have done all the brain scans they can. So far my pain med is Tramadol. That is all I can get out of any doctor at the University. Two doctors have referred me to pain mgt which I will see soon. I don't know what is going to happen to our kids and grand kids with this new NO DRUGS by doctors. It is the abuse of narcotics that have placed us in this position. Usually I see my RA doctor once a month. Now it is every two months. I get my blood work done. I agree the prednisone does the trick for my pain. But, I only get one low dose once a month (now 2 months) I get a few hours of relief. I see pain mgt in three weeks and hopefully, I can get a prescription then. Here I thought I would be traveling in my retirement. What happened to my travel in retirement plan? The only travel I am doing is back and forth to the doctors office. I don't get depressed that often. In fact I enjoy living alone vs a Senior Independent living. I worked with the public for 40 years. I have had my fill. I am presently looking for a church. I do a lot of study on my own. My apt. is spotless. I keep myself busy. I sold my home and just wanted the convenience of apt living. I am SO fortunate to have found a very very quiet complex. These used to be military family housing They are remodeled beautifully. The complex really does background check on tenants. They are very careful who they rent to. I wish all of you luck with each and every pain we have from now on. I turned 76 in the hospital. I just wish I was not paying the price for drug abusers who have ruined it for us. Maybe just maybe the pain doctor will give me some relief. I think of all of you everyday.

Lee