@thankful- Oh, you brought back more memories for me. I lied @pearlybaby. I have had more than one panic attack. My husband use to run a sport fishing charter boat for offshore large fish. I hated heights and if I started to walk down the dock without thinking about what I was doing I'd stop and get down on my knees so that I wouldn't fall off. The air, sea and sky would all meld into one. Someone always came and helped me, but it's terrifying.