Thankful our goals do not need to move mountains. I am a list person and I find satisfaction in crossing something off of my list-yes, a goal oriented person who struggles daily with major depression. I enjoy drawing and painting when I can push through the gray fog. the hardest thing is picking up the paint brush. Something I enjoy so much seems daunting and I would say this is the depression weighing me down. Hard to battle my way through even though I feel better when I do.
I am sad you are struggling with this illness too.