Thanks. I want to stay up to date to advocate for myself. Yes, I don't want to be miserable etc. He did tell me that he realizes that every time I came and after every scan that got just a little worse but not enough to treat, was like taking away something from me each time I went. Then finally, when it was decided it was time to treat, it was like taking a bigger chunk away. He said he is hoping that the next scan will at least be stable or a little better and that may be a positive that will help. So lets pray for a stability or improvement.