@brightwings It seems our system will learn to lean on certain aids more than we realize. I am glad you wrote all you did, as it shows you sussed out what the cause of your despondency was, for you. Will you be able to keep an adequate supply of the CBD oil that works for you, on hand? Remember to be kind to yourself. Since you have figured out the issues, please take time to wait for the return of your "up' feelings, and be okay that you might feel more introverted for a few days. Remember, you do not owe an apology to anyone.
Please let us know how you are doing in a couple of days.
Ginger