@merpreb I did not realize I am a hand to mouth type. Once I realized thus I started changing my habits in many ways. I was once 5’8” and now 5’4” due to scoliosis. Once I went off all of the psych meds the weight went off quickly. I ended up on them again do to threats from a new family member. I would like to think I would not allow someone to intimidate or threaten me again to do what is harmful to me or suffer the consequences. It has been a new way for me as I have always wanted to please others. I came to the place where I knew I had to stop or destroy what life I have left. It just was no longer worth it for me.