@annedodrill44 sorry to hear your dealing with heightened anxiety over holidays. Try to enjoy the time you will have with your family. The only family I have now are my husband, daughter, son and granddaughter. So holidays are not too stressful. We really don’t even get together anymore due to work schedules and I just don’t care for the holidays since my mom passed last year. My anxiety has been pretty constant on a daily basis. Still waiting on cbd oil to arrive.