Hello,@summertime4, it is so nice to meet you! My name is @mamacita here at Mayo Clinic Connect. It was recommended to me that we might want to connect, and now I believe I see why. Goodness gracious, but you have been through so very much.

Just one of the many issues and circumstances would be enough to knock someone off their feet. But when you fell, you got right back up. If you are anything like me at all, you have no choice. You have to.

I have seen enough of the goodness and beauty in this world to know that life is indeed worth living. I have lost people I dearly loved and experienced the trauma of drug addicted children. I have been threatened by gang members and have them draw their guns in front of my ten year old. I was diagnosed with cancer which did not kill me.

Having to live without one's mate has got to be one of the absolute worst experiences that anyone can go through. To endure that, in the face of debilitating conditions, requires the strength and the faith of a strong woman/man. I absolutely believe that you will work through every single one of your medical issues. And I know that I know that I know that you will find your people. And together you will be an unshakable force for good in this world.

Blessings and light, hugs and hope to you! I would love it if you would contact me or respond here. I am here on Connect on many different places. Looking forward to talking with you on here!

Mamacita