@kristap31

My sympathies to you in the unexpected loss of your son. Unexpected deaths have a profound effect on us that is different from other losses. I can imagine that you have had a change in personality.

I like what you said, "I am learning that grief and joy can live together." I've heard it said that life after a loss is like a railroad track. In other words, daily life is lived on one track and the grief and loss represent the other track and yet they run side by side. So while you are experiencing grief you are also getting on with your daily life.

I wish you strength and peace as you travel both tracks.