Danielle, I am deeply sorry for the loss of your precious daughter. My heart breaks for you. Our circumstances are different, but I too am a mother who lost a child. A baby boy. It has been two and a half years now since my world was shattered with his death. It is as if everything you've ever known is horribly different. I feel like completely different person. Everyone experiences grief differently. For me, I have gone through incredibly dark times where I did not want to go on. I think being heard and expressing grief are important...so important. Thank you for reaching out to others. If you want, I will share with you some things that have helped me on the journey of heart crushing grief. It is still so raw and painful for me, the death of my baby. Being part of a grief support group, where others could relate to some of the emotions was a tiny help for me..realizing I wasn't the only one suffering with grief. Sending love and strength your way. Danica is a beautiful name