Thank you sometimes I wonder... I have trying to not be bitter, angry towards th sisters but it dam down right hard not to be... I keep reminding my self things will work out, God will provide, and in the end for the sisters pay backs are hell and it won't be me doing it.... an appointment with the lawyer to see if the money for the "earnest money" for the sale of the 40A has to be returned its been in savings and sitting on it... will just have to find a way to come up with the crematory house/monument money for friends father it also has spaces for the mother (who is in nursing home), him and his brother who lives in a half-way house 40 miles south of here... then my promises will be kept expect sticking it out with the son/friend with lung cancer...