@miranda0213 Sit quietly in a chair. Close your eyes and quiet your mind. Now feel all of us surrounding you and giving you a big close hug. We all here care about you and we all understand how stressful situations can affect us. Believe it or not, we've all been through them before, ourselves! As you read all of the posts you will see that the viability of sperm is not very long in an open environment like a toilet seat. You will also find that information online, and it will reinforce what you read here. Please remember that as a young person there are so many things that can affect your system. The amount of sleep you get, the types of food you eat, the amount of fluids you drink, the different types of activities you do. Anything and everything can affect you, and this stress that you are putting on yourself will have the most immediate effect. If you feel better, get a pregnancy test and take it. If you need a face-to-face conversation, and you do not feel that your mother is the best person to turn to, turn to a friend of your mother who won't relate anything back to her. That's what I did when I was your age and it was my saving grace! Mrs. Y treated me with such respect and care when I was going through a very anxious time. Now I suggest you do an activity that helps you relax. Take a walk if the weather is nice. Play some nice music that you like. Do something creative like drawing or painting or textile work. Lose yourself in that activity for a while. Write your feelings out if that helps if you like to write. That will help get it out of your mind, honestly it will.
Ginger